I don't know what to say here. I think it's because I've been up all night, but I'm feeling very emotional right now.
There are so many situations in my life that I don't know what to do about.
I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do about anything.
I don't know if it's a facade or a coping mechanism to act the way that I do, but it sure makes it hard to cope in the long run.
I feel very lonely, and that's my fault. I've pushed everyone away.