I don't really know what to say. I'm just posting to get my mind off of things.

I'm really stressed out about money. Money problems are triggering to me, I've found.
I did a really good job as far as eating and caffeine pills go this weekend. But I haven't stopped worrying so much. The money.

Camille's check that we gave her bounced. I'm so embarassed and angry. The unresolved phone bill. Groceries. Everything is piling up on top of itself.
I need a different reality.

I went to Goodwill today and found some cool CDs. I shouldn't have bought them. But everyone at mechacon bought all this cool stuff and I didn't get myself anything, so I figured I'd buy some dollar cds, I mean why not? I need to lay off the worrying.
I'm going to make sure that when I get older my family never has to worry about money again. I swear right now that I will work myself to death if I have to to make sure that we never have money problems again for much longer. My mom has had enough to last herself a lifetime.