It's going to get better, you guys.  

Today the world forgot to shine
In spite of the rays from the stark sun
Today so many thoughts are tossed
Into a waste basket marked "battles not won"

And I know that he's not breathing now
And I know that she misses his eyes
I know that my panic is not cooling itself down
And there's nothing left to do but to lie

Today the walls were breathing taunts
Whispering, "End it, end it all"
And today so many girls who I don't know
Today feel so huge and yet so small

Today I find tomorrow so far
And even then no less bleak
But today I feel an ache in my heart
That brings me to find it challenging to speak

And even though this chest pain occurs
I smile because it's my heart
Fighting gravity and life and the shock
Keeping me alive, and doing its part

And it hurts but I've never heard it complain
So I shake my head and know I hate today
To walk off in spite of you, February 15
For revenge, it's the only way

Take what you want from me
You'll do it anyway
I've got my bones and blood
I've got nothing to say.