I took a shower this morning, and when I stepped out of the tub I saw something that I've never been able to see before. I looked over my shoulder into the mirror and, even though it was foggy, I saw the outline of my back and legs and thought about how long I am. Haha, that sounds funny but I was happy. I'm a long, slender person. I really am.

And I don't know. There were no huge bones sticking out and I still thought I looked okay. It used to be that a bone was a good sign but now bones on anything or anyone just looks ugly to me. I thought I looked pretty good from the back. I don't know, it was just interesting and nice.

It's a little thing, but little things like that are what keeps me going each day. I went to bed last night thinking about what a terrible person I am. I'm not.

I've got to go now and say goodbye to closure.