It hurts more to think about it. I don't want to think about which is why I can't get better because I refuse to face what's happened.

I don't ever want to have children.

Bellydancing is so much fun, I'm having a great time.

I can't stop exercising.

I've gained weight.

I miss my friends, but I'm terrified to see them again.

I don't know, I don't know...I'm freaking out. It's crazy. I wanna get out of here.