I've had a hard time keeping food down...like it's physically impossible. My family's going out to eat to this nice restaurant. Basically, they left me here. They would be so much happier without me. I just made my brother and sister cry, my mom freak out. So they dropped me off at home while we were on the way there to eat. I'd gone pretty much all day with nothing to eat besides some greenbeans so I guess I panicked when we were on our way to eat and just...someone else...I feel like it wasn't me, burst out and was screaming and saying the most cruel things to hurt them. I don't know why I did that. I just, don't feel like it was me.

A lot has happened lately but I don't really want to talk about it. Basically...I want to sleep right now. Sleep. Sleep. Sleep. For a long time.

I'll be okay.