I re-pierced my nose.
I just found out yesterday that I will be teaching a belly dance class starting next week. I had no idea about this until now, so I'm so excited and so stressed out.
I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow, and I'm hoping that maybe it will bring up my self esteem a little. I'm very excited about a change in my appearance, no matter how small.
The show is a week from tomorrow. Wow.
Things are getting a little more serious between Steven and I in that we talk a lot now about more serious things and are getting along really well. We don't just flirt anymore, but we're not being sexual or anything either. I'm not sure how I feel or what I want anymore. I'm not sure what he wants either.
No caffeine or diet pills or weighing myself or restricting lately. I've been eating three meals a day.
My body image sucks, as always. But nothing new there, right?
In fact, I need some change.