I don't know if anyone else ever feels this way, but I am constantly doubting myself about everything. Even about having an eating disorder. Sometimes I start telling myself that I don't have a real problem, and that I don't have a right to complain. That I'm not "sick enough". Today has been one of those days where sadly enough I've felt guilty that I'm not sick enough. It's disgusting because it makes me think about the people I know like my aunt who are suffering from the physical devastation of suffering from an eating disorder...and I feel so guilty, I need to be more grateful for what I do have. And I need to keep trying, I guess. I know.