Today is better. I slept late, late, late until almost four in the afternoon. I didn't stay up that late last night, so it wasn't because I was tired. I just didn't want to get out of bed.
I had a lunchable. I started to eat one last night, I ate a cracker and just couldn't go on so I put it back in the fridge. After I had a shower this afternoon, I finished eating the lunchable I rejected last night. I feel better now. I always tell myself I'll feel terrible after eating, but when I do...I always feel better because the hunger is over with and I can get things done. I don't seem to remember this though when it counts.

I guess I've gone back to blaming myself for everything for a while, which is why the last couple of days have been rough on me. But yesterday I went out to eat and that was greeeat. So it pretty much set things back into motion. I don't know how much I weigh, I don't see why I should check anytime soon. It won't do anything but set me into an internal conflict.

I am about to go to bellydancing so I thought I'd just make a quick post. So yeah, I'll get back to this later.