There's this tired, sick feeling to just keep walking. Keep moving. Keep going. You can do it. What am I even walking forward for? I don't know yet. I just keep hearing exist, exist, exist, be, be, be. Live. And I feel like I'm walking around, faint and blind and tired. Very tired.

Who am I? I know I'm not this situation, so why can't I dig under my feelings and my problems and find a person under it. I want an identity, and I'm terrified that I just might get one.

I feel sick.