I was thinking today a certain thought that happened to go something like this: "You know, I need to figure out how to healthily lose a little bit of weight so I can feel better."

So I can feel better...

So I can feel better?

I thought about that for a long time. First of all, would I feel better? Probably no. Even if I did need to lose weight and found a way to do it healthily, I would still have every problem I do now, I would just be lighter. Second of all...I've got some muscle now. My arms are pretty cool and buff for a little girl like me. My thighs are pretty much toned and my stomach is getting more muscle on it from all of the isolation drills and work I do every day with it for belly dancing. Muscle weighs a lot more than fat, so it's not weight that would make me smaller anyway. Thirdly, why do I even think feeling better would be associated with losing weight?

That one I can't really answer yet.

But then again sometimes the questions are more important than the answers. Which is a good thing I guess because I've got a lot of them.