I'm having a really hard time right now. I'm not hungry. I am just plain not hungry. And to make matters worse I am nauseated. I can't hold anything down even if I try to force myself to eat. This has only been since last night but I'm terrified. I think I know why it's happening. And I don't know how to handle it.

I know it's because I'm upset. I know it's because of what happened last night, but I don't know what to do to help it. I don't know how to calm my stomach or my nerves. I don't know how to eat right now. I really need someone, so I think I'm going to call my mom. But then what do I say? Probably nothing. Probably just small talk but I need someone to talk to and everyone is at school right now.

 I don't know anymore.