I've missed the past three days of school, and I know I should be failed. My mom is going to sign me up for homeschool in like a day if I don't start going to school. It shouldn't be so hard. So many other people have huge problems and they still somehow get up and go to school. I don't know why it's so hard for me to go. I don't get it. And I don't want to leave everyone, they're like my only connection to the world.

Anyway, been very sad lately. But things are going to get better. I know that they are going to get better.