And I wish there was something
Please tell me there's something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
It's just saturated loneliness

And the bath waters cold
And this life's getting old

And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
And I wish I could feel it
Abduct it, corrupt it
But I never can
I never can
Never Can
Never Can
Never Can

So many things on the outside world. But all I feel like writing about is what's going on inside.

I need help. I'm slipping. I'm slipping back and I just...have lost the fight in me. I don't know, I hurt everywhere.

I don't know what's wrong, I'm so sad. Not numb anymore but sad. So, so sad. I don't want to do anything anymore, it's been like this for a while and I've been trying so hard to fight it. I gave it almost everything in me, and I came back wounded and I can't get back up. And I wish someone would see. And I wish that when they did...I would let them help. I don't want it, but I need it.

She's creeping up from inside my heart. It aches from the trying and trying to make everyone happy. It aches from the want. The shame. 13. And I claw at my eyes to make her stop but she's digging her way up and out of my stomach and she's trying to kill me. And I realize that she is me and I want her to take all of me.

Just get me out of here. Just take me away.