Today was full of crap because of my craptastic mood. I drug everyone down and acted so bitchy. We got rid of some of the kittens which gave me a panic attack which made me flip which made me bawl which is why I'm home alone on a Saturday night and it's all my fault. I was invited to go have fun, but I said no like the self pitying freak I am.

Things in the shop went really well today. I gave a lot of tarot readings, which was nice. Not to mention I got paid.

I'm going to save up to get myself a custom made corset, I've really always wanted one specifically made to fit me because none of mine fit just right, you know? I think getting the right one for me would do me a whole lot of good, emotionally even.

My chest feels like hot needles are being stabbed into it when I breathe or swallow, I don't know why, but it hurts to eat. Anyway, I ate a whole lot today, so no worries. I feel disgusting but I'm okay. Tomorrow will be better because it has to.

Peace out.