I think I've found a way to let myself feel sexy and maybe even a little confident and self assured! Bellydaning. I'm absolutely loving it. I've been doing two hours a day of practicing and I think I'm getting okay at it. I love the music, the atmosphere. And you know what? It doesn't matter what size you are in bellydancing, your body is your tool and all that matters is how well you do it - not how thin you are.

I just feel so energized and so goddess-like when the music comes on and my hips start shaking, not to mention the outfits are gorgeous. I've got a blue and black one. I don't know, it's not like woah, I'm magically cured! Just...I feel good. And that's cool, you know?

I'm about to head to work but I just wanted to say that I got some food (fuel) in me and I feel a lot better. This is an awesome feeling, you know? To eat something that's just right, not too much, not too little. To keep it inside you and to use it as energy. That's called taking care of your body. And you know what? It's not as scary as it sounds, and it feels pretty damn good.

Today's been stressful, but I'm loving it anyway, I don't know...I've reached a high.