I feel so glad that I didn't give in last night or give up. I missed school again, but at least I'm alive and not in a hospital, you know? Jeez, I feel so much better, I think it's because I'm taking my meds again.

Music has been a big part of my life right now, I don't know. It just is.

So...I'm going to take the advice of the specialist I am no longer seeing and list my accomplishments for today instead of my mistakes:

*I ate a banana this morning and kept it down.
*I got a good night's sleep.
*I kept in touch with my friends today by sending them all upbeat messages.
*I have not told a lie to cover up my eating problems so far.
*I weighed myself and felt okay with the number.
*I took my Prozac.
*I only took two diet pills so far.
*I did all my homework
*I am going to school tomorrow
*I am done with my AR book.

See, now that feels better.