Today is a new day. Today I can do whatever I want, whenever I want. Today I am me, and today I can feel or be whoever, whatever I want or need to be or feel. Today I am no longer tied down, today, everything that happened yesterday...happened yesterday. What will I do with this opportunity? What will you do with your day?

I wonder if I will limit myself, if I will not permit myself enough calories to feel and enjoy and experience like I wish I could. Will I get things done, free of inhibitions and food. Or will I limit myself, timidly aware of the scary things my human self wants, needs. Will I refuse myself my own humanity? Or will I live?

Today is a very important day. Today I am once again given the opputunity at a new life, a new existence. Today is a gift limited to only those as fortunate as I. Will I let the bad surpass the good, only drawing more terrible things to myself?

Or will I for once let myself feel and hunger and live? I'm the only person who is able to answer this question?

I want to be the girl whose presense dominates and influences the mood in a room. I want to be remembered as amazing - not withering and weak. I don't want to be a tragic icon. I want to be a respected, inspirational legend.

And what I become is all up to me, today.