I've just finished showing and getting dressed and stuff, and it's already one thirty. Geez. I've taken my meds and had a bowl of cornflakes. I feel pretty good right now, like I will have a good day today. I think that I'm going to drink slimfast today because I figure it's not the best, but it's less stressful than worrying over food, and it's better than nothing, no?

My mother is working on getting a buisness loan at the moment, she wants to open up a used bookstore here in town. She has a location and a buisness license. Now she just needs the five thousand and we're set. She may even offer me a job there, which would be nice and less stressful. She's very busy which has been a relief to me. She doesn't have time to nag me every five minutes about how I am and if I feel like eating and what my therapist thinks. What's funny is that she never asks me what I think, always what I feel and stuff...but thinking, something like that is only credible when the counselor is concerned, I guess. Or at least, to her it is.

Anyway, I feel pretty good right now, I have lots of energy. It's reminding me of that high I would get off of no sleep or food, only now it's just this...excitement for who knows what.

I hope everyone is well today, be healthy and safe.